057: C.R.E.A.M.

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☆彡 I am so obsessed with strawberries. Even when I’m not in the mood for anything sweet, I will ogle at strawberries for hours at a time. Then there is strawberry shortcake, strawberry ice-cream, strawberries with whip cream, chocolate-coated ice cream, and even strawberry cheesecake. sigh Well, what’s the point in being an adult if I can’t do whatever I want, right? Tomorrow, I am buying strawberries! It being in pastry form is not really important. Cream and sugar are just supplements to the main attraction–glorious strawberries. Okay, I’ll stop talking about strawberries…for now.

★彡 Wu-Tang Clan is making a new album. I don’t know even know how to handle besides playing their songs on regular rotations until it gets here. Yes. Good.

☆彡 When I start cleaning everything meticulously, it’s both a good and bad thing. The bad thing is that I am either very distressed or very furious. The good thing is that I am working myself out of it in a productive fashion. Of course, the best thing is when it’s all over, all is clean and I feel 100% better. I guess I understand now how Link feels when he’s frustrated, and he just starts taking a bath. It’s like…cleansing the bad things away.

★彡 I finally got past Caius, and I am on my way to meet Snow…and his awesome hair. I must admit, I am growing rather fond of Final Fantasy XIII-2. I daresay I enjoy it more than Final Fantasy XIII itself. It is not as predictable, and even the things that are predictable are so heartbreaking that I don’t want it to happen. I have a strong feeling that Serah may meet the same fate as Yeul (or Yeuls), but I really hope that I am wrong. I adore Serah. The thought of anything happening to her or her sister destroys me. Ugh. Let’s hope not.

☆彡  I love Vivienne Westwood, Alexander McQueen, and Prada a lot. Also, there is one Gucci purse I’ve loved for years, but I’m not a big fan of Gucci handbags…or Gucci itself. Just this one handbag. Those are the things I would splurge on if I ever hit the jackpot or something. Otherwise, no. Most name brands are too ridiculous for me. By the way, Prada designed clothes for Appleseed: Deus Ex Machina and had FFXIII characters style for some of their clothing. I feel like I need to constantly remind the world of this because it’s really cool to me. (LOL)

★彡 Mark is getting into Skyrim. I should definitely be worried.

☆彡 I was called a “blerd” today. Blerd. That’s…charming.

★彡 By the way, “ice-breakers” are the worst. Outside of blogs like this where I aim to track my mental state and activities, or social networks where I am expected to share my insights, I don’t like to talk about myself. I don’t want to stand in front of a room of people and act like my life is so unique. It’s not. Even the things that people tend to react strongly to like my drawing abilities, introversion, and hobbies are not unique at all. There are plenty of introverted black women who like to draw and play video games and watch Star Trek if you look in the right places. I just don’t like to listen to redundant stories about people’s lives, and I believe that whatever I say is redundant enough that people shouldn’t be expected to listen to it…unless, of course, they choose to listen to it by bringing themselves to places like my blog or social network sites. Otherwise, no. I guess when it comes to speaking to others, I feel like Gackt. He believes that when people ask him about his life, he is obligated to say something funny or interesting to make them laugh. I really understand that feeling. When someone asks me about my personal life, I don’t believe they really care about my well being. They just want to be entertained. So, I entertain them…even if they don’t really get my humor.

☆彡 People get really offended when I say I don’t like to be touched, but what is there to get angry about? Am I suppose to say: “Man, when people touch me it just makes my day.” That’s just creepy and disgusting. Like…who just sits around waiting for strangers to feel on them? I’m not saying touching in general is gross. If you’re close to someone then touching can be very rewarding, but I’m not going to act like it’s okay for people I’m not even cool with to touch me. Just no. Don’t. I don’t know where your hands have been, and I’m not on good enough terms with you to shrug off gross habits you may have.

★彡 I really love dragons, and I’ll find any excuse to put a dragon in a story. It could be a story about a group of friends walking around a park and then DRAGONS. FUCKING DRAGONS EVERYWHERE. Yes. That is a good story.

☆彡 Guys…Pyramid Head is a murdering, necrophiliac rapist. Can we please stop romanticizing him? Next we’re going to start saying that Abstract Daddy is just misunderstood, and then I’m going to have to kick someone.

★彡 I have this annoying habit of stopping others mid-conversation to question them about a word they used that I haven’t heard before. I’m sorry. I’m not trying to be rude. I’m just very eager to understand new vocabulary words. >_<

 

…I should conclude my entries with something interesting like a quote or something. I’ll see.

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