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    Hello! My name is Kerrian. I am a 30-year-old New York native who currently lives in Georgia with my 32-year old Illinois native husband Mark. And our 8-year-old blue tabby furbaby Link. And, if all goes well, a baby girl in Summer 2018. That’s pretty much our little family. ^_^

    When I’m not doing family stuff, I’m usually absorbed in one hobby or another. My hobbies include, but are not limited to, drawing, writing stories, playing video games, playing tabletop RPGs, reading regular novels and graphic novels, watching anime, cooking, decorating and organizing everything, learning new facts,  and finding new music, sci-fi, or fantasy creations to obsess over.

    Overall, I’m just trying to live life to the fullest like everyone else. I’m sending good vibrations to everyone! I want us all to win, so keep fighting! Take care!


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★彡 Mark finished Deus Ex: Human Revolution yesterday, and I finished Mass Effect yesterday. So, it’s safe to say that yesterday was a good day for gaming. First, let’s discuss Deus Ex. Spoilers ahead:

  • DXHR: So, of the four endings, Mark went with the one where Jensen destroyed everything in that building, including himself, and allowed mankind to control their own destiny. I agreed with many points of that ending, but I really believed that the mass deserved to know what happened in that building. I think about augmentations the same way I think about cigarettes: if you want to use them, you need to know the pros and the cons, the benefits and the dangers. No one should be forced to be ignorant of their own surroundings because one person thinks they know what is best for billions of people. We are human beings. We are very intelligent beings who are more than capable of making choices that are best for us. The only difference between people who think a lot and people who don’t think at all are priorities. That is it. Anyone who puts priority in logic will be logical. So, in short, I have faith in mankind to make decisions that will protect our race, but first we need to know everything. All the options and information has to be on the table. So, as much as I disagree with whatever his name was for hacking augmented individuals into killing each other to prove the dangers of augmentations, I agree with his point…and I probably would have done something far less evil to drive that point. Maybe I would make everyone with that biochip do the Hokey-Pokey just to prove how easy it is for someone to take complete control of their body, and make them understand that risk. If it scares people into abandoning augments then so be it. Knowing the truth about cigarettes made a lot of people abandon it, but that is not a misfortune to humanity…just the people selling cigarettes. And the safety of the mass is always more important than the wallet of a few individuals. But that’s just me. *shrug* Without a doubt, though, one of the most profound endings I’ve seen in a video game. I love that they used photos and clips from our world to explain how we relate to Jensen’s world. Pretty neat!
  • Mass Effect: In b4 “YOU’RE JUST BEATING MASS EFFECT?”. As I told Tiffa, I am the Slowpoke of gaming. LOL. Anyway, yes. I finally beat it. I didn’t have to do much though. I convinced Saren to commit suicide, so that took care of that…temporarily. He later turned into a geth stalker-type monster which was a pain in the ass to tackle. Nonetheless, it was definitely a powerful ending to a wonderful game. Beautiful! I cannot wait to see how my choices affect me in Mass Effect 2…and then Mass Effect 3…and the DLCs of course. I’m really looking forward to meeting that Prothean party member. I am curious to hear about the horrors he witnessed as someone who was there during the Prothean genocide, and knows first hand how the reapers operate. I am definitely worried about the types of terrible things that will happen once the reapers actually start invading in ME3. I’m really excited! I don’t want to go back to work tomorrow. I want to play games until I pass out again. TT___TT

…Well, the plus side is that this is going to be a short week. So, the weekend will be here in no time. I doubt I can beat Mass Effect 2 in one weekend, but maybe I can wrap up Final Fantasy XIII or even Skyward Sword. I’m very close to the end with those. We’ll see…

★彡 Since I’m on the topic of games…The Witcher is making me feel like a creepy womanizer. I have this thing about collecting everything in an RPG collection, so when The Witcher offered the feature to collect cards of different women in the game, my first reaction was: “Sure. I’ll collect them all.” But I immediately realized that (a)all of the women are nude and typically posing in a sexual manner, and (b)the only way to get these cards is to make Geralt have sex with the women on the cards. So, I often find myself planning methods of getting women to sleep with Geralt just to get cards…thus the feeling of creepy womanizing-ness, but…an incomplete collection…I can’t allow that…*weeps like Professor Farnsworth*

★彡 As of late, I’ve only been in the mood for tea with honey, miso soup, canned salmon, and steamed rice. And tomatoes. Lots of tomatoes. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I guess I could have worst food cravings. So, it’s not necessarily a bad thing. Just an unusual thing.

★彡 Link’s favorite past time: finding an inconspicuous corner to hide in and stare at us. When we catch him staring, he will squint his eyes for about ten seconds. From what I’ve been told, this is a cat’s way of saying: “We’re on good terms”. So. I guess he’s telling us that he’s not staring at us because he wants to kill us. I can be grateful for that.

★彡 I had fun playing Pictionary with my sister and her husband-to-be this weekend. I was laughing so much. My favorite part was when Jon (her fiance) drew this pizza guy for the ‘Pizza Delivery’ prompt, and he gave him the most depressing expression. LOL! I was also laughing at Mark for trying to draw ‘mudslide’ by drawing Muk (yes, the Pokemon), and a slide. The thing is that Muk looked like Boo Berry, so I pretty much had a ‘WTF’ expression the entire time he was drawing. He knows that I’m going to rip on him every time we see the Boo Berry cereal in the cereal aisle XD. Either way, Pictionary inspired me to start drawing again–on a daily basis anyway. I probably draw like…7-10 pictures a month now, and most of them end up in the trash. Yeah, it’s pretty sad.

★彡 I’m making a Crystarium-based reward system for my weight loss progress. Basically, I progress one node for each day that I eat healthy. I get another node for every hour of exercise that I do. For each pound I lose, I also get a node. So, plenty of opportunities to progress ^_^! There are 7 levels and 30 nodes on each level. For every level I pass, I get a prize. I haven’t come to a final decision on my prize list, but I have a rough-draft list below:

  1. Book or Manga ($10 value)
  2. Artbook ($25 value)
  3. Drawing and Writing Supplies ($35 value)
  4. Anime Boxset ($50 value)
  5. Video games ($75 value)
  6. Shopping Spree ($150 value)
  7. New console or tablet computer ($300 value)

That’s all I really have for now. I’ll come up with specific items later…if I even do that at all. I have a crystarium drawn, so I just have to scan it and print seven for each level. *crosses fingers* I hope that I do well.

★彡 It looks like the rumors of Valve getting into the video game hardware market is true. I am more than intrigued. I am very excited! There isn’t a Valve game that I’ve played and did not like. They are always breaking barriers with their products. They did say that they were frustrated by the lack of innovation in the market, so I’d like to see what they have in mind. >_>

★彡 I get really annoyed with anyone who wants me to make a decision for them. It’s one thing to ask: “What is your opinion?” but it is another thing to badger me with questions like: “What would you pick?” and “Can you choose one for me?” One of the greatest luxuries you can have in this life is a choice. Even if it is just choosing between ketchup and mustard, it is a choice that some people will never have the opportunity to make. Therefore, you should not jump at every chance to hand it over to someone else as if it is a burden. It is your life, your money, and your freedom. Make the best of it. And if you want to throw a tantrum because you want a complete stranger to spend $300 for you and she doesn’t want to…then you just need to take a nap or something. I don’t know what else to say. You’re useless, and someone needs to stop paying you.

★彡 There are three things I never want to talk about in a conversation (a blog is another thing altogether XD): my love life, my anatomy, and my beliefs–spiritual or otherwise. To me, those topics are fertile ground for troublesome things like argument and gossip. Furthermore, I’m typically untrustworthy of anyone who is nosy about my relationship, what I do with my body, and what I believe in. I just don’t believe it is ever necessary to discuss private things like that over lunch or to pass the time. There are billions of other things to talk about, you know? Furthermore, while I do not believe it is wrong for people to want to reveal those things to others, I’d rather not hear about it. I know from experience that people have a habit of getting offended if I am not as excited and happy about those topics as they are, and will immediately write my indifference off as silent disgust or disapproval. Not even close. I just do not want to talk about those things. I do not want to talk to people who always want to talk about those things. I definitely do not want to talk to people who get upset or jump to assumptions about me because of my right to choose what I am comfortable with. So. Yeah. I don’t know what else to say. If you want to stick your nose in other people’s romantic life, diet habits, and spiritual beliefs then open a sleazy tabloid magazine.

★彡 I hate clutter, and this apartment happens to have A LOT of clutter. The issue is that Mark and I like to collect things. No, not hoarding. Collecting. Big difference. LOL. We only keep things that have a relation to a theme we are obsessed with. Mark is toys, books, and movies. I am books, anime, and mangas. Which is fine. But we made a big mistake by thinking: “We don’t need a big apartment. That’s too excessive. We can live fine in a small one.” Yes, we are just two people and should have no issue with a small space…but we’re two geek people, and every geek will learn at some point in her/his life that their love for their hobbies sometimes transcends their income, space, and many other reality-based limitations. In our case, we understand that our funds are limited, but we don’t understand that space is limited also…until now. And adding a cat to that equation is no help at all. Link has this thing where he claims a section of the house for a few days, and NOTHING is allowed there until he is done claiming it. I’ve watched him try to push the vacuum cleaner out a corner he claimed, and failed miserably. But, damn, did he try. LOL! Without a doubt, we need a storage room ASAP.  October is our deadline. If we don’t have a storage room by October, I am tossing everything outside. For serious. -_-

★彡 The hardest part about learning the piano is putting more faith in my subconscious and less faith in my conscious. It is difficult for me to believe that my hands will figure out the keys before my mind can. Or, better yet, I believe it can. I just don’t want it to. I want to make my mind control everything my hand does but it’s not going to happen. Not when I’m trying to memorize notes and how the melody should sound at the same time. Piano playing…it is much like drawing to me. You cannot afford to think about all the lines and curves when you draw. You just have the image in your head, and you trust your hand to do what your mind is thinking. I just have to trust my hands to follow what my mind is thinking. That’s the best way to handle it. Still, it hard. My goal in life is to play at least one song from Masashi Hamauzu’s “Vielen Dank” album, preferrably “Die Wahrheit” or “Kaki”…but I’m never going to get there if I can’t even master ‘Jingle Bells’. LOL

By the war, I am entirely obsessed with “Die Wahrheit”, so I’ll post it:

Okay. I don’t know what else to add. I guess that’s it. I’m just going to wrap up this mini-vacation with cleaning, hair washing, and tackling more games from my pile of shame. That’s about it. I hope everyone had fun this weekend. Enjoy the short week, and the upcoming weekend! ^_^

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Here is a picture of me being excited about this:

Yes, that is me. I’m camera shy because I’m really a bunny. Thanks for understanding, everyone.

Back on point. FUUUUUCCCCKKKK. It’s really fixed you guys. No towel or standing-on-the-console tricks that only work for one day until you’re just like: “Fuck it. I’m just going to put this shit in a box and curl into a ball to die.” It’s actually been repaired. The guy was even awesome enough to give a 90 day warranty on all of his repairs. So, if we run into the E74 error again before 11/17/12, we get our XBox repaired for free. Pretty nice, huh? If you live in Atlanta and you have a broken XBox 360, visit http://www.360unlimitedatlanta.com. The guy is legit! We only had to pay $40 for our repair, and he fixed it in about two hours. Mark and I had the chance to talk to him too. He’s really cool. We talked to him about Mass Effect, Dark Souls, Skyrim, Deus Ex: Human Revolution, and other RPGs we were all obsessed with. It’s funny. When we told him that we didn’t have a working 360 for the past five months or so, his reply was: “WHAT?” LOL. Completely understandable. I don’t know how we went so long without one, but…never again. Especially knowing that such a skilled person with such great prices lives nearby. Overall, a very pleasant end to a very unpleasant five months. Now, if Mark and I can come to an agreement on how to divide 360 time…because the “whoever Link comes to first gets to play first” technique does not work….he just ignores us. -_-

★彡 We have a new employee at my job, and over the past week we’ve talked about Final Fantasy, drawing, writing stories, Gackt, The Lord of the Rings, and the relationship Tetsuya Nomura has with belts. I can’t even describe the feeling of relief I had when I was introduced to him by my manager, and he said: “Is that the Lionheart necklace?”. Guys. Guys. Listen. Guys. Listen. Guys. I finally work with someone who speaks my language. It’s been a good…five years since I worked with someone who even knew that there was such a thing as RPGs on this planet. Just think about that, and imagine all the feels.

★彡 My little sister officially owns a house. I’m so proud of her ;___;. I’m proud of all of my siblings to be honest. Despite where we started off, we all ended up becoming well-off adults. To rephrase my older sister, none of us are stuck in a “Wow, that’s fucked up” type of living situation. We come across misfortune, but we share that desire to overcome it no matter what. That is something we have in common despite our very different paths in life, and very different personalities. Back on point, congrats to my little sister! That’s an amazing accomplishment to have under your belt at 23! ^_^

★彡 If I could, I would subscribe to 20 magazines, and just revel in the excitement of constantly having something new to read in my mailbox. Then again, I heard of a website where you can have books mailed to you. Kind of like Netflix…except with books. I’d have to check it out later and see. It does sound like an awesome concept though.

★彡 You win, Nerd Fitness. I will give Paleo a try. First, I’ll have to find 35 Paleo recipes though: 10 for breakfast, 10 for lunch, 10 for dinner, 5 for snacks/appetizers. I’m not going to put too much focus in snack/appetizers since picking up an apple or something doesn’t require a recipe. I hope. LOL. In the end, Paleo is interesting…and since I am the type of person to try everything at least once, I wouldn’t mind. This comes after the whole 21 day cleanse though. I believe some Paleo recipes may conflict with the cleanse recipes, so I will have to just ease from the cleanse to Paleo.

★彡 How do I love thee, green tea? Let me count the ways. :u

★彡 If you plan on having a gaming marathon this weekend or in the future, please participate in G3 (Gaming and Giving for Good).You get to play video games, and help others in the process. XBox Live is even giving away free gold membership this weekend, so you can encourage your friends to join you in G3 too. You will never find a better reason to have a gaming marathon. I promise you. And if you don’t play video games then now is great time to learn. You will take part in a wonderful cause while also growing closer to the members of your household who play video games. So, really, what’s the harm? I understand if you have important plans this weekend, but if you’re just sitting around the house with nothing to do, and you happen to have a pile of games that need finishing, then this is a good time to start on them. DO IT. Ask your friends/family to sponsor you, or sponsor yourself. It doesn’t matter. All it takes is a few dollars, a love for helping others, and a love for challenges. ^^

Also, check out extra-life.org. They’re having a 24 hour gaming for charity marathon in October. So let’s plan for that and, of course, do not forget to donate as well! >_<

Alright, that’s all I have to post. Have a great weekend, everyone!

G3/Extra Life participants, play plenty! 🙂

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☆彡 Before I begin, I want to wish my best friend a happy birthday! Happy Birthday, Tiffa! ♥ ^_^

☆彡 I am really happy that GI did an entire issue about co-op games, but it sucks that I can’t even try out the co-op games in the magazine because my 360 insists on staying broken. *weeps like Professor Farnsworth*

☆彡 Blooming tea is great! It’s so cool just watching the flower blossom in hot water before you drink it. If you’re a fan of tea or just flowers in general, you have to try blooming tea.

☆彡 If anyone asks me to choose between Papa Nier and Geralt, I will probably scream like a pterodactyl and fly out the window. And I can’t believe I spelled pterodactyl right on my first try. I need a sticker.  😮

☆彡 I ranted enough about the whole Gabby Douglas hair fiasco on facebook, so I’m not going to repeat myself. I am just going to say that I am very proud of her and the other Olympians who put their energy into doing magnificent things. I am happy that they know that there are people out there who will always support them. That’s what matters in the end.

☆彡My co-worker and I are starting this  21-day eat clean challenge on Tuesday. We’re excited ^^! It will definitely be difficult, but I am long overdue for a detox. It is not natural to feel as tired as I feel all of the time. Even when I sleep plenty, I still feel tired. I am not completely confident that a detox will help. I am well aware that it could be something more than just eating unhealthy foods; however, something is better than nothing. I need this type of healthy change. I will just write this off as a hunter diet since I am completely incapable of doing anything productive unless I link it to something fantasy related. LOL

☆彡 I think this is the longest I kept a blog without randomly deleting everything. I am so obsessed with change that commitment to a blog, of all things, bothers me. It’s pretty sad. -_-

☆彡 I am watching this documentary about Comic Con, and it makes me proud to be a geek. I am proud of geeks in general. I get the feeling of being “home” when I witness other geeks speak so passionately about their favorite heroes, movies, books, games, etc. I am always in awe at the collections, the costumes, the information and intense discussions about the backdoor secrets of a fandom that you never heard. It’s great. That is my greatest regret about not going to a major convention yet: I miss the chance every year to talk for hours about The Legend of Zelda and science fiction and The Lord of the Rings and The Hulk and Final Fantasy and…wow…just everything that I love. It is really worth all the money in the world. There is no such thing as money wasted on that type of experience. I really wish I could go. ;___;

☆彡 Speaking of geeks, I just want to say this: never stay with anyone who pushes you to hide your passion for your passions. I find that to be the most depressing thing to witness. There are many sad sights, but there is something just…soul crushing about watching a person hide everything they love in some dark attic so their partner won’t yell at them or label them an embarrassment to everyone that they love. It is the reason why I look at people who tell me to tell Mark to give up his love for toys sideways. Where is the evil in him collecting toys? To me, it is awesome as shit. But even if I had no interest in his interest I would not tell him to stop…because you can’t say that you love someone and not become shit happy when their faces light up. I would live in a house with a million action figures always in my way just to see that smile. That is one of many aspects of love. You can’t say that you love someone, and feel accomplishment in taking their happiness away. It’s just such a selfish and asshole-ish thing to do.

☆彡 …Every language I am attempting to learn is due to my loving a song that was sung in that language. For example, I learned Latin because of “One Winged Angel”. Anime songs sparked my very first desire to learn Japanese. Now I have hundreds of reasons to learn Japanese. I want to learn Esperanto because of “Memoro de la Stono”. Yeah…it’s kind of weird. I can admit that. LOL. Even now, I am growing this great desire to learn German simply because of “Das Wandern”. *sigh* I guess it’s better than some other reasons I’ve heard…like: “I want to learn _____ so I can curse out _______ people.” I have heard that. It was definitely a facepalm moment.

☆彡 Is it natural to read over your own stories and say to yourself: “Wow, I am a terrible person,”? LOL. That’s how I feel working on Mythos. I don’t know what the fuck happened. It went from this campy hero story to a LOTR-esque type story to just…dark. It’s like watching Final Fantasy take a slow turn into Game of Thrones. I sometimes wonder if too many crappy things are happening in such a short period of time. I almost want a pull a George R.R. Martin and warn people not to get too attached to anyone…and do it with a smirk like he tends to do. XDD

☆彡 I would love to start an online shop where I just draw things for people…mainly caricatures. Then I can work with companies that print t-shirts, mugs, and things like that so customers can make personalized items with their drawings. If I charge $20 per drawing, and then add a $20 profit on top of the bulk pricing I can receive on printed items, I will make a $30-$40 profit per order. I’ll see…I definitely have to start doing some research, but at least I have some experience working with online shops now. That will help a lot in the future.

☆彡 I CANNOT WAIT UNTIL SEPTEMBER. I can’t even express enough how much I am looking forward to September. One, I will get a raise. Two, summer will be officially over. Three, possible new apartment. Possible. But I am hoping for a definite. 😀

☆彡 Never fall for the idea that only ultra attractive and popular people get stalked. Anyone can get stalked. In high school, I was an unpopular, frumpy, and tomboyish nerd (still am -.-), yet I ended up with two stalkers. It can happen to anyone, and it can go from harmless fascination to full-on horror movie extremely fast. Please do everything in your power to stop the stalking before it turns into a crime scene. Get evidence, and get witnesses as soon as you can because authority will just write it off as he-said-she-said without proof. Additionally, do not tell yourself that someone of your gender or someone you know cannot be a stalker. People have been stalked and endangered by their own spouses, family, and friends. Women have been stalked by women, and men have been stalked by men. It is not always out of some twisted idea of love. Sometimes, someone just wants to be in your life or have your life so badly that they are willing to violate your every right to see that happen. It’s something no one wants  to ever experience, but one should always hope for the best, yet expect the worst.

☆彡 One of my favorite places to go is the farmer’s market. There are so many different vegetables, fruits, spices, and items from other countries that I have never heard of before. It is always exciting to learn new things. I love being around so many different cultures at the same time, and taking in all those different aspects of them.



This entry is just all over the place. Sorry ^^;;

Well, I am going to start playing some Skyward Sword and The Witcher. WAY far behind in both, but at least I finally acquired all of the Triforce songs in Skyward Sword. I have a lot of quests to do in The Witcher before I even progress story line wise. I’ll get it done though. After that, I would like to do some writing, and finish up this Alan Moore comic collection that I borrowed. That should make this weekend pretty productive in terms of hobbies. Outside of that, cleaning and such. As usual.

That’s about it. Take care, everyone. >_<

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☆彡 Before I watched My Girlfriend Is A Gumiho I kept hearing about how cute the main actor is (Lee Seung Gi), but I didn’t really see it. Now I’m seeing him in other Korean dramas…and he does look pretty cute. Bah! Now I feel like Ami from Sailor Moon because most of the time I’m really quiet and I always have my head in some type of book, but every once in a while I’ll develop questionable interests like unreasonably attractive idols and borderline perverted things. Yeah…….what’s that? You want some Lee Seung Gi pictures? Okay. 😀

…I’m still calling him Dae Woong though. I keep calling him Dae Woong the same way I keep calling Shin Minh Ah ‘Jade’ because that was her name in the American version of Volcano High. I do the same things with voice actors: “Is that Nier? Is that The Major? Is that Spike?” LOL! I have no intention of going by their real names anymore.

☆彡 As much as I love other geeks and nerds, the growing elitism in that social circle is annoying as fuck. Seriously, are we STILL complaining about pseudogeeks/pseudonerds? People being fake is just as timeless as people putting on a show to get attention. The pope is catholic, bears shit in woods, water is wet, etc. Just let it go. I don’t understand why any self-proclaimed geek/nerd would bother to separate from their obsessions to bash poseurs anyway. Like…when did geeks and nerds become the bullies? The world must really be ending! LOL. Anyway, that is my opinion on that Forbes article and the foolishness about “wannabes”. If someone is being fake to get attention then stop giving him/her attention. And if he/she gets attention or cash or grass or gas or ass from someone else, who cares? You didn’t fall for their act. Someone else did. Why are you getting offended? It’s not like poseurs are known to settle anyway. The moment something more popular comes along, they will pack up and move away. So relax. Give it time. Geeks/nerds will go from ‘chic’ to the pitiful underbelly of society once more. XD

☆彡 This is the best reaction to everything:

What are you doing?

What’s that?

What does that even mean?

Why aren’t you saying anything?

You’re such a bitch.

Ugh. Whatever.

And then I’ll just look at everything I have to do and be like:

And watch TV:

And play some games:

Reading a book:

Eat some delicious ramen:

Watch a movie:

The fuck kind of ending was that?

Whatever. Cat is harassing me. I guess he’s hungry.

What time is it? 3 am? I ain’t even tired.

I’ll sleep when I’m dead.

*turns on anime*

Then I’ll end up tired as fuck the next day but whatever I’ll probably do that shit again:

☆彡 I want to see The Hunger Games, but I want to finish the book first. I’m almost done! Got through 200 pages in two days. It’s that good! My favorite thing to do is read a book, imagine how everything looks, and then compare it to the movie interpretation. Sometimes I’ll get lucky and my imagination will match up with the movie. It doesn’t happen often though. The only movie that was spot on with my imagination was the first Harry Potter. That’s about it. I don’t mind. I find different interpretations to be interesting.

☆彡 Switching my major from game design to game art. Game art is more art and less programming. Art is my “thing”, you know? So it only makes sense. Besides, Mark is the programmer in our house. He does the codes and I do the visuals. If all goes well, I’ll be able to start in May. I’m really excited. I’m supposed to get a Macbook, Wacom Tablet, Photoshop, Maya, Microsoft Suite, and a bunch of other shit as a part of my school supplies. MADNESS. You can bet your ass that the moment I improve my skills I am going to start taking commissions on dA. The tuition is no joke. I need to freelance and sell art as much as possible. After I get my degree, I’m going to start applying to a shitload of gaming companies. They’re all looking for visual artists, to be honest, so I’m glad I made this major change before it was too late. I’m excited! It’s kind of mind-boggling to think that I may come out of this with the skill level of my favorite artists. Hopefully. Practice makes perfect.

☆彡 I found this really fun art challenge and I’m going to start on it. I know, I know, I always say that but I’m going to say it again.

I have tons of project ideas that I’d like to post to. Those will end up on my “official” blog…you know, the one that doesn’t involve my crazy thoughts and ramblings. That one. Notice how empty it is. It’s like comparing my mind to my productivity. Story of my life. Anyway, I need to draw. And finish THG. Mark said he wants to see it for his birthday, so I need to finish within the next three days.

And Happy Birthday, Mark! >_<

Sorry that I can’t get you the thing you deserve to get because our ecks bawks betrayed us. XD

*sigh* That’s about it. March sucked…much like January and February (LOL), so give me a break, April! In the words of Batiatus from Spartacus: “WHEN WILL THE GODS REMOVE COCK FROM ASS?!” (Spartacus is such a vulgar show. Like…it should be rated NC-99. Still watching. Lucy Lawless is in it. Are you kidding? Watching forever. :D)

Later. ♥

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